I have been married for five years. Everything with my husband is kind of good, but sex is boring and boring, especially after the birth of a child. My husband works shifts at sea – a month at home, a month at work, sometimes even more, and I didn’t even miss him. He earns good money, spoils me with gifts, but it is not enough – I do not feel passion between us, fire, and I really need it. I don’t work yet, as I have enough money, and my contribution to the family budget is my grandmother’s two-room apartment, where we live after the wedding.
I have a friend who we’ve been friends with since high school. She has similar problems to mine, also has a family, two children. And somehow after a frank conversation over a cup of tea she and I decided that nothing bad would happen if we sometimes will relax a little and blow off steam. We found men online at ispovedi.com and held parties (okay, orgies) on their turf where we allowed ourselves almost anything. Such raves gave me a lot of positive emotions, and it was a pity that it was only for a while. We left our children with their grandmothers or took turns babysitting them.
Of course, this is wrong, and we have nothing to be proud of. But life is one, to live it only in taking care of children, cleaning and household chores would be stupid and offensive. Sex with husbands won’t give you a hundredth of the emotions and feelings you get with a lover, much less several…
And everything was fine, but because of my girlfriend’s carelessness our adventures with her (or rather, a small part of them, but our husbands had more than enough of that) were no longer a secret. My friend’s husband found out about our adultery, kicked her out of the house and told my husband everything, though I begged him not to tell him anything.
My husband beat me and sent me to the hospital for tests. It turned out that I had caught hepatitis. When my husband found out about my illness, he left, took my child and won’t even let me see him! He says that I can infect him, that the baby does not need such a mother and that I should disappear from their life. I guess I deserved this attitude and he can also be understood, but my husband has no right to decide the fate of our child on his own. I will fight for my son, but I do not really want to mess with the courts and drag relatives and friends into this story (so to do husband threatens).
I beg you to leave your venom and your sermons to someone else, and better to advise how I get my child back and not to spoil his reputation. So far I can only think of moving with the child to a big city or even to another country (I have some savings), but I am not sure I can find a good job quickly. Of course, I can’t go back to the way things were, and I understand that. My husband is proud and will never forgive me for cheating.
Now I am being treated for hepatitis, and then I want to take my child and start my life all over again. But how do I do that without my husband’s consent? If anyone has any helpful ideas on how to get the baby back ispovedi.com, I will be very grateful.
