I know the devil let me fall in love, but he won’t let us be together because I am a sinner. He wants me to suffer, for the worst judgment is that of myself.
You know, because we all have our own hell. I know what nine circles of hell I’ll go through, I just want to meet you again and not make mistakes. I’ll probably burn forever. If it wasn’t for you, I never would have known it was possible to love so much and suffer from hopelessness and pain.
I know you were in a lot of pain when I cheated on you. I really badly want to at least just talk to you, find out what, why and how.
I can win back her trust, I will be happy, but it will cost a lot of effort and a sea of patience. I’m sure I can get it back.
I will make our relationship better. It will never be like before, I don’t want it to be like before. I hurt her, I hurt her, she doesn’t deserve this.
We will build a really strong loving family, where there will be respect, love, ispovedi.com confidence in the partner and in the future.
I will do things differently: all attention only to her, everything only for her, I will help her, we will do everything together, or I will do everything myself so she can rest. I miss her so much, without her I just want to die.
It was a dream, a dream girl that came true and came true, not in a dream, but in reality. I lost everything, absolutely everything. And with her I lost the meaning of life, or rather, she was the meaning. Until you lose what you have you will never appreciate it.
Sometimes I think it’s too late, but my obsession with her convinces me that nothing is impossible. I’m willing to do the craziest things now that I never would have had the guts to do before. How I want to be with her again. There is no whole world, just the two of us. I can’t sleep for a long time, thinking about her all the time.
So sorry for all the horrible things I’ve done to you. You always forgave me, gave me a million last chances, but when I started to appreciate it, it was too late.
In the beginning of the relationship, she even turned her parents away, she trusted me with all her secrets, her fears, everything, absolutely everything, her deepest feelings, and I let her down.
I love her very much.
One day we will be together again, the mistakes of the past will never happen again. Maybe they were meant to teach me a lesson. Life gave me a control test, and I failed it, destroyed everything we had been building for years. I truly believe that someday we will be together, I live only by that thought.
We need to talk. I want to build a relationship between two adults. We need to remember what we started the relationship for, to remember how we treated each other. I believe we can get through this life together, and you won’t regret it. I’m willing to take a million steps toward you, just please take one step toward me. I hope for a miracle, but my hands are letting go.
I ask you to stay as the woman you love, change will follow.
I remember every second I spent with you, I love you.
Thank you, life, for our brief date.
