I am 32, she is 42. She is Kazakh, I am Russian. Both of us are pretty well off in life.
We fell in love very deeply. On my part there were too many mistakes typical for men – I didn’t appreciate, didn’t care, got jealous without a reason, several times packed up and left. I could not count all my faults.
The last time he left, he said some silly things. I was sedated with mixed alcohol for a month and started smoking. At some point I realized I didn’t want to live without her.
On the eve of March 8, I came to her with a bouquet, without any hope. She accepted it. We went to a cafe to talk. In the end she told me that she didn’t want anything at all, she got cold and there was no sense for me to impose on her.
During all the time I was alone, I rethought everything that had happened between us, rethought all my antics. Of course, I didn’t get into a relationship with anyone. Now I want to make things right, to show that I’m different.
Women’s half of the site, give advice on how to get back my beloved, without her just impossible.
