I fell in love, truly, sincerely. He is simply extraordinary, I have never met such people, my own people. He understood me at a glance, felt my mood even through text messages. And I lost him through my own fault.
To begin with, I fell in love with a man who is married, and therefore not mine, the forbidden fruit. But the heart can’t help it. I still love him, very much, I don’t know how to live – living, surviving.
If I could change everything, I would change my life. But I was afraid, I wasn’t thinking about myself, I kept inventing reasons for it.
I had a chance to live with him and my daughter, but there were two choices: either to think about myself or about my daughter. I thought about her, because to her our relationship would have been stressful. I didn’t make up my mind and didn’t do anything.
As they say, we live once. Yes, ispovedi.com it’s true, and from life you have to take everything, also true, but not just all of it…
And now I suffer a lot, all my thoughts are about him. All the time I think: how I wish I could go back time… But alas, the despair, the pain – everything that happens, it will only be with me.
