I was dumped by my first girlfriend, who was also my first love. I am still young, I am only 16 years old, we dated for 1 month. She suddenly dumped me, although literally on the same day she wrote that she loved me. She said that we are different and not suitable for each other. For me it was too big a shock and disappointment, I was strongly demotivated and literally felt nothing.
A week went by and I couldn’t get over the breakup, I tried to write her. We saw each other a couple of times to discuss things. As it turned out, she liked another guy and they started dating, but then broke up on his initiative.
She and I got back together. I had been waiting for this moment for a long time, but the feelings were not the same, as if I couldn’t trust her anymore. This situation affected me a lot, I don’t know what to do. The feelings are definitely still there, but not the feelings I had before we broke up. Feelings of emptiness and wariness constantly torment me, although I pretend that all is well.
Of course, I have become very attached to her, and it is hard for me without her company. I do not think that this relationship will last long.
I want to ask for advice. It feels like she’s had enough and now she’s realized I’m the one. But it has knocked me out and I don’t have the same hopes and emotions that I had before.
