My story begins with a suicide attempt at age 14. I got married at 16, married 25 years legally, 7 children.
I gave birth to two children myself, at home, in a small and beautiful farm, where I still live with my 5 children. Household, children, and a vegetable garden full of grass. Children, cops, and junkies were always in our house, alcohol had never taken root in our family.
Then there was the FSB, where my husband was given hope that he could overthrow the government. And then it was off: police raids, interrogations, nervous breakdowns, my husband’s arrest for three years. I had to support the household, the children, and I know what it means to be a man.
While my husband was in jail, I exchanged grass for bread, potatoes, candy. The nearest store is 3 km away. In winter we got firewood, in summer we got grass. That is how I lived.
I was also convicted: 222.1 and 228.2 suspended. My 25-year-old son is also in jail, he has two young children and my grandchildren.
I can’t do away with the weed, there is too much of it and it does not ask me if it can grow. It grows. It is impossible to hide such bushes, so they always lived openly for all to see. Everybody knows everything.
Now my husband went to the FSB again, the result – he’s under arrest, I’m 231.1, and the weed is growing. And again I have to fight the gangsters who want to take my weed for free.
I especially want to make it clear: wars and prisons are made to take out all the normal men. And we are left with alcoholics and pedophiles.
I’m 41 years old now, and I’m probably not going to have a husband anymore. My husband is in jail, and every night I smoke other men’s husbands who have wives and children, but they don’t want to drink alcohol. The men respect and try to help, but they are afraid to admit that they get high themselves.
Lovely women, if I don’t get in power, the Jews will leave us without men!
There is so much more to tell. But already the household and the children are awake. I am not afraid for myself or for my children – they were born in love and kindness, and for other people’s children I will fight with this power. Who gave alcohol and powders to the people, and hid the weed, they are afraid that if the weed will make their wives smart.
Now every working morning I call the FSB and thank them that they put my husband in jail. There is no other way to get through to them, everyone is afraid only for their own ass, and I am no longer afraid. I will fight them with love and gratitude. As long as my husband is in jail, I’ll thank him. That’s it.
